Farce is what led her to try and kill Arthur when he found out her hiding place -- having him there was a great opportunity not to miss, and thus being sentenced to death for it and the murder of a few knights of Camelot. But war is war as it is with no middle end... or so that was what she learned the hard way through all these years.

Kiran was no enemy to her people. He was not related to that dreadful kingdom. The hand still remained on his, by the way.

Looking away from his staring, she raised her chin as in pride. But the last bit had her attention caught "What do you mean?" They were in another land he is quite familiar with, for certain, though she felt a tightness on her chest for the meaning behind his words, feeling a knot in her throat which hindered her voice -- "Why am I here?"